Just A Song Before I Go.....

To whom it may concern, traveling twice the speed of sound it's easy to get burned...

Graham Nash


I've always loved that song, especially now since it seems to apply to my life so well.

I'm just not sure what to think of anything at the moment. I am taking off for who knows where to just think, write some music and poetry, and just get away from everyone. I can't give any more than I have and I feel like I let people down all the time. I find solace in flying, in escaping to peaceful and tranquil places. I have a right to peace of mind.

I'm so tired of not being good enough, of not giving enough.

And I'm scared to death that when I do open up my heart, that it's all just a dream. That those connections we have that come unexpectedly are just something we've imagined.

I'm tired of hurting, tired of feeling inadequate, tired of feeling like I've failed people.

I've always been a loving and giving person, but I have needs, too. For just once in my life I would like to feel that I'm good enough at something.